Wednesday, July 23, 2008

My inspiration




Today I woke up around 8:15am and I had a mild headache,so I stayed in bed for a while and got up after a few minutes.I felt dizzy,then I felt sad....Musawenkosi,came into my mind and I smiled but my heart felt a bit sore because I couldn't look into his eyes and tell him that I love him him,then I thought,"Baby wouldn't like to see me in this state"I smiled and focused on the wonderful feeling that came with the thought of having him near me and that I'm even fortunate enough to get to say that I'm in love.



Things are not so bad after all because I'm still smililng.Yeah...life gave me a couple of slaps,but who hasn't gotten any of those from it?The only difference is how one chooses to react.I'm not gonna stand there and feel sorry for myself forever,of course it hurts and yes,I did cry...so what?but that's not what I want to spend the rest of my time doing and I'm surely not gonna waste all my energy feeling sorry.



He came back into my mind again and I heard him say that he loves me,now,that is something worth living for.Im not gonna lie to you and and tell you that the past doesn't matter anymore because it does.But that's not where I am today,I'm living in the Present and living for the future what good will it do for me if I just sit there and feel sorry for something that happened in the past?The important thing is to remember the past so you can see where you are going and understand how you got to the present.I'm living now and living for the future,"begin with the end in mind",Yes,that's what I remember hearing him say.




The law of attraction is always at work,shape your thoughts and build yourself to become what you want to become,have what you want to have and most importantly.....live the life that you want to live.Its simple really, you just need to know how it works..use your emotions.The best emotion to choose is the one that can help you overcome your weaknesses by turning them into your strengths,be it love,gratitude or happiness,all the better if you can use all of them.For me,it's love because it makes me happy and then it is accompanied by gratitude.




Positive thinking = Positive Attitude and attitude determines your altitude,and that is my formula ;-)

I walk fast

I am always walking fast even when I'm in no rush because I'm trying to escape
I don't want the past to catch up with me, so I avoid it by thinking about my future
My music is my other escape route,if i can't hear it I sing.
I like having my own space, have time to myself in isolation from other things.
I meditate....I know the secret, and it works every time but sometimes it is just a quick fix.
Now, we all know that such things don't last for long...but you know what???? I believe in the secret.

Faith=belief and I won't go wrong with that.

Now I need to stop and ask myself if this is really working for me.....
I need to slow down...and you know what?
I have just realised that nobody is after me...
I must relax.